this is to no one in specific just to everyone who has done so to me.

what the hell is wrong with you? how could i ever be so stupid to trust you or ever allow you into my heart/life. you were a waste of time and shall always remain one. how do you feel knowing i am writing this about you? how do you know feeling that there is someone in the world that you have hurt so much that you can never be forgiven of trusted ever again? not only have you hurt me but my friends who had to put up with me whilst i cried to them, my family who supported me even though they knew you were a mistake but i was too blind sighted to believe them.  your lucky i can move on and find someone to replace you in my life WHICH i will do and probably have already done. but because of you i have been able to look at people differently and decided upon how much i am willing to allow someone to let me down again. i cried over you, i wasted tears over you, i wasted time over you, i hate you, i despise you, i wish nothing but horrid and bad things for you, but most of all i probably miss you, because you would have made me happy at one point in time……

if i could have it all back again, all the same..i wouldnt, i wouldnt never give up what i have learnt from you just to have you back again. your pathetic

i hate you.